i am

I am the gathering clouds in the cold winter night

I wonder how I will move on

I hear the chastisement on my actions

I see shivering people down the street

I want it to have no end

I am the gathering clouds in the cold winter night

I pretend to freeze the the lake with the cold winds that pierce the heart

I feel that only I can create the sunny day that frees the wondering souls

I touch the living sky's heart and bleed through its veins

I worry I will end the creation that had lived through hells fires themselves

I cry knowing that my soul will end by the bitter taste of steel in my head

I am the gathering clouds in the cold winter night

I understand all storms come to an end

I say not god himself will end my wrath of shattering hearts

I dream of a day my life will be placed together like a puzzle

I try to pick up the pieces of dead hearts that would replace mine

I hope I will collect enough hearts to live my life once more

I am the gathering clouds in the cold winter night